Day 4: Have a goal

I need a goal.

Not just a reward for making it 21 days.

Or finishing Couch to 5k.

I need...a goal.

A final resting place.

I'm 5'6".

I'm currently 15 pounds over the top weight listed.

Is it huge.

Not really.

Do I like it?

Not at all.

So, where would I want to fall in that lovely thing up there?

I'm not sure.

While I'd be happy just to be at the top of my margin, I've also got a bigger goal in my head.

But by July 22nd, I'm thinking I need to be at least 160.

Maybe less.

But it's only 2 months from now.

15 pounds in 2 months?

That's a little over 7 pounds a month.

1 3/4 pounds per week.

Who knows.

We will see.

My ultimate goal would to be a size 8 again.

I wouldn't even care what the scale said.

Really.

I'm so done fighting those numbers sometimes.

But I do want to also reward myself.

When I hit June 11th, I want to be able to say, "I did it".

I made it 21 days, and I plan on going for 42 more.

Yeah, that's a lot.

But I can do it.

So.

My reward?

I don't know to be honest.

I love some clothes.

But I don't want to fork out money for something that will only fit me for a short time.

Maybe some shoes.

Maybe a purse.

But probably I'll go buy me some Flirt style jeans from Old Navy.

Cute, right?